These Screams are not Poetry by Kierkitten, journal
These Screams are not Poetry
I am dying on the inside
I am crying on the out
I am breaking in my mind
and I cannot hear a sound
I cannot feel anything but the changing of this place
The rise and fall of my heat
and the cool that remains
The pounding in my skull is almost too much too take
The beating of my heart is speeding up its pace
I am weak
I am scared
I am barely aware
I can't take this anymore
I just wanna scream
I am numb
I am plumb out of luck
This is the things I feel inside
This is the monster that I hide
My skeleton is in my closet
Suffocating me
He is grinning with a pale grim smile
that forever haunts my dreams
His grip is tight an
TO: Everyone Who Is Breathing Right Now by Kierkitten, journal
TO: Everyone Who Is Breathing Right Now
To everyone in this world, I have a letter for you.
I warn you, it's nothing special. It just says some things I need you to know.
I want you to know that you are loved. I know this is fact. You may not even realize it, but there is always one human being who wants you. Whether its a best friend. A parent. An uncle. An aunt. Heck it could be that kid sitting next to you in science class. There is someone on this Earth who loves you and wants you to be here.
If you still dont believe that you have even that, then let me tell you right now; I love you.
I may not know you. I may never have met you. I may have never even talked to you. But
I dont know who really am i..well i discovered a part of me when i met her..im d guy who wait for the right moment..
i like cosplay.makes me feel like a celebrity.and that is one reason why i met this girl with the eyes of no one could match..
i make armor for cosplay. and the worst,i am a seafarer..the career that made me so away from the one i want to be with..the one who made this passive heart to warm up...
as much as possible i dont want to tell about my self.i want you to judge me of who i am..so help me...
Ughhhh..why,..why suddenly like this.. i dont know what happened.. did something happened?..what did i do wrong?.. im being tortured of questions caused by her..what?! i dont know what to do anymore.. why is this happening.. TT^TT
well..im with iha's house for 5 days..im sleeping at their place.. which means im always with her..
all plans were unexpected and sudden.. O.o ..i just had my medical and things follow..
i had a different plan set for the week..but she manage to change it all in a simple request..
"Pwede bang sa bahay ka nalang magreview kung ok lang,..dun ka na din matulog"
(Can you continue your review at our house,..sleep at our place)
i like to say no..but.....it feels like i need to do it.. 2 birds in one stone..
help her in the review,and reviewing my self.. she sure is special to the point i cant say no.. -_-
it also feels like im starting to
hey i hope you're doing ok. I am clearing out my watchers list and i came across your account again It's been forever since we talked last, but if you ever come back, shoot me a message ok?